Today

I know that blogs are suppose to be about the latest trends and happy thoughts, pictures and words however, my intention for this blog has always been the same - it's about being real and that is what I shall do. Today feels like groundhogs day. It's as if the same situations keep repeating itself - people keep uttering the same concerns and you feel like you're stuck on a merry-go-round. Be prepared to puke. The same lines are spewed over and over. This is what it's like to be in your mid twenties. Yay. Friends and strangers, speaking about figuring themselves out, utterly nervous about where their choices will lead them regarding their future, love, family, and all that jazz. Second guessing yourself is another process that occurs. We always use the terms "I guess.." or "I don't know" and the golden "What do you think is best?" But the truth of the matter is that no one really knows. We all have to make gut wrenching decisions, decisions that leave us emotionally numb, wishing we could have the comforting words of our mother to sooth the stomach ache of stress we have developed. I am not sure where I'm getting at with this. I think its to highlight the fact that ya, life is gonna be a real bitch, and ya you probably wont have your stuff together, but thats how you learn. You make mistakes and try again until you get it right. So keep your fingers crossed and have a little faith. & if you get it wrong, well then, be prepared for groundhogs day.